reisen55

Wish it was happier.  Checks come in and they go out.  Because of wedding anniversary, my spouse DEMANDED an expensive present that I cannot afford and money issues have escalated beyond my control...

Very stressed again.  Two checks came in and I deposited them only to have Chase lose them and they have yet to appear in my account.  We have some IRS payments to make and I wanted to have money...

GOT CHECKS by the grace of god and only $5 to my name right now, so am feeling much better thank you, but going independent is a helluva life decision as you people can see from my NEGATIVE posts of...

Stress is at max.  Want to die.

Waiting for checks to come in is mindbending.  I am sooooo financially stressed it is not funny and just came back from a networking partner anticipating a $2000 check that would have been very...

My choice of a partner has proven most problematic, so I am quietly abandoning outside work as a total career and going back to full time hunting.  Some good positions but I am walking away from...

May 14, 1988 - Bachelor party in Kent, Connecticut.  My parent's owned a red cabin in the woods, on 80 acres of wooded land.  My grandfather built it in 1939.  Soooo many memories there and that...

It has been ages since I have written here, some by choice as an independent consultant I am concentrating on positives.  But of late I realize the immensity of what I am doing - no office, no...

Things are as rough as they can be.  Read this journal entry and see how many more entries you can pack into your day. Our dog, 2 year old schnoodle, has come down with Lymes. My associate on...

Not a reaction at all from my wife.  Giving up working for myself - does not bat an eye, so I am very depressed and disappointed.  Not a hug, no caring.  Just make money and that's that.  Doubt I...

Money is very tight still, checks are not arriving in speed and I am starting to think that working my own business is just not going to fly.  Accordingly, I am beginning a normal job hunt again and...

Weird Endings and Discoveries It has been ages since I wrote here, been dealing with life stress rather well and making some money as an independent consultant.  But tonight my daughter brought...

Things are as rough as they can be.  Read this journal entry and see how many more entries you can pack into your day. Our dog, 2 year old schnoodle, has come down with Lymes. My associate on...

Not a reaction at all from my wife.  Giving up working for myself - does not bat an eye, so I am very depressed and disappointed.  Not a hug, no caring.  Just make money and that's that.  Doubt I...

Money is very tight still, checks are not arriving in speed and I am starting to think that working my own business is just not going to fly.  Accordingly, I am beginning a normal job hunt again and...