Sometime

It has been ages since I have written here, some by choice as an independent consultant I am concentrating on positives.  But of late I realize the immensity of what I am doing - no office, no daytime job and scrambling to make every dime I can.  Stress level is constantly high, and I have discovered that asperger's is still around a bit.  I am surviving at a low level sometimes.  About every 2 weeks I go through one day of immense depression and that is it.  Much of what is in my life now causes me emotional pain so I block it out.  Very little makes me happy right now.  Only work does that and I need much more of it.