SeekingKnowledge

Day is Done - Gone the SunWell...I don't know where to begin - as so many different things happen in a day. My life is like a filing cabinet. I have so many different files that I need to handle in...

New DayBad day - bad weekend....It's Monday morning - and I sit here absorbing all the dark thoughts that I have/had within me. I'm trying to release them - as what I hold within myself does me no...

PretendingI'm tired of pretending to be someone who everyone else wants me to be. It's what I've done my whole life. I've never been good enough as being "me" - to anyone. Why can't anyone...

If I close my eyes forever - would it all remain the same?If I close my eyes forever - would it all remain unchanged?If I close my eyes forever - would I feel the warm and dark embrace?Sometimes I...

Darkness vs. LightI've been sitting at my PC on and off all morning. I have to say that today is a pretty good day. It's so easy to get caught up in all the darkness from within at times - and that...

Stopping to Smell the Flowers Along the WayWell today I decided that I was going to run my errands WALKING. At 3 bucks a gallon - and it being an absolute beautiful day - and the fact that I could...

Wherever you go....there you are

Demons within UsI sit here and think of myself as a person - and everything I've done in my life to get me to who I've become. I've been thinking of the last year and all that's transpired in my...

Back to reality today - and I have no motivation whatsoever. Woke up - got my kids off to school - and I sit here knowing full well I have alot to do today - yet can't get myself moving.I don't how...

Just wanted to write a note letting you all know that I made it back safe and sound - and will be taking a break from journal writing, etc. for a bit. I will still be checking my messages - just...

SoonI'm not sure if I'll be able to write a journal entry before my departure, so I figured while I have the opportunity to I will. Ok, I'm so anxious and nervous. I've been dealing with anxiety...

SaturdayWell - today will be my going mad day - and so won't tomorrow morning. I leave Sunday afternoon for my what seems like a long anticipated trip. I can't wait! The feeling of anticipation is...

TimeWell roughly 72 hours and counting. Feeling all sorts of emotions about the trip. I'm really looking forward to it - but I'm so anxious, and as each hour goes by - my anxiousness increases. ...

I'm Alive & KickingI just wanted to say thank you to all of you with your concerns and good thoughts during my absense on DS. I've been getting out and enjoying the warm weather, etc. I hope...

Being ParalyzedBoy - as I've stated in the past - and I'll say it again - It's amazing how one's emotions can go through such a rollercoaster ride all in one day.When I awoke this morning the sun was...