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Happy New Year2008I don't even know where to begin with all that's transpired since my last journal entry.  I am alive, and I'm well.  I guess I'll just give the basics for now as to what's been...

Good day all.  Busy week (typical), but got through it.  Worked long days this week, and my son had Boy Scouts Monday and Tuesday, Wednesday he performed community service by working a church's...

Well, thought I'd write an update as to the latest and greatest that has been happening in my life.  This is definitely a Summer I will remember for a VERY long time.  I've learned alot about...

Well I know I have been a stranger to DS for a few weeks.  It's been a busy Summer so far.  Bittersweet.  It'll be 2 months on the 4th that she passed away.  Still hard to believe sometimes. ...

Hi y'all - question/opinion....Dave dropped my son off from Scouts tonight and I was outside rinsing off the beach stuff when he showed up.  Two of his kids were with him as well as my son.  Dave...

I'm sitting here tonight.  The house is quiet.  I'm taking some "me" time and absorbing everything that's transpired in the last month - and honestly - it blows me away.  I feel as though I've...

Hi all - Well I know I've been a total stranger on here - and I want to thank everyone for their hugs, messages, etc.  I feel awful for not being around - but I've been so busy with life.  I start...

I feel so tormented from within.  My "demons" are trying to surface and I'm having a hard time fighting back.  I've been so anxious.  Just so much going on right now.  Took my Dad to the cemetary...

Hi all...Haven't been on much lately.  Just feeling blah.  It's like "peaks and valleys"....I almost feel guilty when my mind stops for a moment and remembers my Mom.  Just have so much going...

I've been wanting to write for the last few days - but have been busy with family and normal everyday stuff in life - and I just couldn't put down all the feelings I was going through/having.  It's...

Well today is my mother's wake.  It's from 5-8 p.m. this evening.  I've been busy with final details.  Last night we put together collages of pictures.  Had to coordinate with all my siblings for...

I feel like a wired zombie if that makes sense.   I'm so tired - yet I can't shut my mind off.   I actually worked today - I had an appointment scheduled prior to my mom's passing - and I kept it...

Words cannot express my graditude for all the well wishes, hugs, prayers, etc.   If it makes sense, I can feel the warmth from all of you through the screen.  It's amazing the caring people that...

My mom passed away this morning after I wrote my journal entry.  She had a heart attack.  She was 83.  I've finally settled down for the day - still can't believe it....I need to write her...