little better?

ok, so i took my xanex mornig dose. should stop shacking in about 10 min. going home today. hope everything is allright there. of course son never called me not once. hes been online the whole time. this is the time for him to download things. it takes that old computer sometimes 3 days to download games. very slow. i like this one. very fast. im pretty nervoius today. wish son wuld have called. get realy freaked wene im not there. i have no control wene not there. anything could happen. didnt do much as far as cleaning here. will have to come back out another day. promised her i would help her, what a joke, me cleaning someone elses house. that is hillarious... luckly she knows that. ok, moore later... still dont feel xanex yet. think im extra nervious here. i do like it here. i wish dns moms house was like this, never going to happen. i hate it theree. if i want him to help me at all i will have to go there for my torture session. oh well, thats the wqay it goes... later... at leaste wene i get home, will be able to smoke inside. going to smoke a pac as soon as i get there.....