made it threw the night

well, its wed. i made it threw the night. im so out of my elimate here. nefue still sleeping. its so quit here. so far not too sick. took the anti nausia pill just to be safe. need to start cleaning her house for her. want to, but dont know how much i will get done. at least the bar is set very low here. still thinking about my talk with boyfreind. this allways happens. its so quit here. thought i lost the remote for tv. found it finnally. have to call case worker to try to find out about food stamps. probly wait till i get home for that one. they are going to want me to go to that horrible place i just know it. i havent been to wellfair office in 20 yrs, sure its a lot worse by now, allways was a nightmair. wish i could do it by phone, but not going to happen. oh well, had some coffee, doing some laundry, will try to empty dishwasher and fill up again. im glad she knows i cant clean house very good.  as long as im not so nausios, i can do it. son not answerinf at home, hope he is getting the mail. i allways worry wene i leave my apt. son doesnt follow orders  at all.aws long as he gets the mail, they dont lock anymoore, of course. poor people dont deserve locking mail boxes anymoore i guess, oh well, we dont deserve alot of things in this country, like food and medical attention, and of course fresh fruit and non expired milk and meat. what a joke those pantrys are. i think they are trying to kill us so we will just go away. ok, getting ryled up now, have to go take my xanex... moore later....