another night in paridise

ok, so i have to call dn at 9:30 about 10 min away. im trying to be calm wene i do call maybe it will go better tonight, hope so . i at leaste feel a little better today. not so nausios. wish i could spell. we just took trash out and now im getting pysiked up for the call. ia am very nervious. wish it wasnt like this. but it is what it is. havnt got ahold of mk at home. think hes downlowding everything he can while im gone. takes so long there. this is the fastest computer ive ever been on. hate to go back to the dial up, oh well, will write after my call...