thurs nov 4,2010. got out of house today. yay

well, i got up early today. got ready and went to shrink. then went to wallmart. spent a little money that i cant afford. but oh well. paid my rent yay. wasgoing to go to ymca, but got tired. going to try to exersise at home tonight.its getting pretty cold here. when im cold you know its cold. had an ok day so far. am not going to next group, going to skip. i havent been able to get there often enough, and they have a waiting list. so ill still see my counseler and social workwer and shrink just not the group for a while. im going starting next week to go to they every tues and thurs. i found a person up there who will help me out. have to loose some of this weight andget colestorol down, dont want to dye. so that is going to be like my lifes work from now on. had to were genes today. they are sooo tight, my toes go numb. not good. cant afford any new clothes so i HAVE TO loose weight so i will fit into something.going to try to make turky chili. never have. hopeits not tooo gross. son at school yay. so today is an ok day. trying to be positive. also had no nap today yay again. ok, this thing freeking out. moore on saturday or sunday. ok later....