alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
Mood:
Bad
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bad dreams and waking feeling awfull a lot so what dreams well i did end up going to the docs at one point because it got so so bad this is no way as bad as before but not to say i dont suffer...
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to have been something special to anyone
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stresses being alone and the idea i am un wanted myself image do i look a freak age.. im into a new age band of problems money ..my income is poor independence ..by removing myself from...
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im not doing well
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totally abandonded i hate this siteeveyone sleaps while i suffer im not emailing the samaritainsnot after the last reply i feel really cut off where the fuck do i turn now
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i am drunkwhat do i feel rejected i feel like im 7 back on that wall
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this is my page so ill say what i like i am alone that is something ive had to deal with a long time i dont act like other people you will have to cope with that i have to people who know me say...
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very odd days priotities seem very strange these daysim driffting went into town todaysaw a nice young girl pushing a pram ive noticed the young quite a lot these days i had an strange thought...
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me just talking on line to a person i know who NEVER EVER replys ....how sad is that i talk to a wall TODAY WAS OKm t: sister is back for 3weeks m t: then she is running off to cyrpusm t: to...
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today ...well this week mum is having problems with dadits the way he is so nasty and self centerdi told her today Every situation he just shuts off from he slams the door on everyone ive grown up...
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ok cutting thoughtsi dont have any now but when i last didwhat did i feelwhy visulise that--- it was like a dead endlike the last place to goor chasing a problem to the sorce like banging on the...
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sky look up and you see something more sky is like the way out no roof down here its all like a maze ,a trapthe sky above is like freedom also you look up and feel so smallbut up there is no limit...
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spent the last 2 days in my room really i have been out to the shops to pass by the normal people .im not themits like im some other speicies or some thing
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found the last samatitans reply toatly un suportive shockingly so
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went to work but nosed dived in mood i was f cked really bad down so squashed i was awfull to people .i almost had anger just before the mood crash im on the edge .i kept away from everyone i...
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