alantm

alantm

Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost

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    feeling alone againi have what was ment to be my new sort of datebut that feels very empty because she makes no time at all to see meand im an ad on to her lifesick of thati would like to be lovedbut...
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    have had a nose dive weekendstarted with a huge emotional shut downhuge anxiety at work felt i was going to pass outgot very argumentitive .today not so bad because ive been alone .---just been...
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    went to the cinema film was ok but not great....ok though.strange feeling about all this now its all a bit furstrated housewife like tomorrow night is the last of the spare time for about 2 weeksso...
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    okthis is personal pageso here comes the personal stuffmy usa girl ...i have blocked all comunication withshe ran off with a pop star she is even in the UK as i typethis ....she is VERY shallowbut...
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    so odd having an outsidewith all these thoughts running around in sidea box
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    ok the fall of that has opened up another dooran older woman i know likes meshe has seperated from her husbandgetting devorcedshe likes me a lotbut im not sure how muchshe seems to be no strings...
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    usa date situationis totally screwed.i am not the person for thatits way beyond what i can deal withand im way to quiet and needy to cope with it allat least i didnt buy the ticketshe is all talk off...
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    what the hell can i write heretoday i hit pay on the flightand the sytem spat it outis that fate ?things sure do feel wrongshe does not seem to react at the right timeall i hear is her celebrity...
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    really day till night my daysare really a waste of lifei wake and just wait for night againim drininking moreand i dont really carei have so little control of life that ive given upthese truly are...
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    im not winning...
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    it died.i did get blamedbut blamed for the impossibleeven i know thatso reallyi just have some sorrow.some lonleynessand a few more issues to cope withi did come unstuckand shre did think i had metal...
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    badly hurti was warnedbut its my faultim a fuckedi am a broken person what the hell did i expect 
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    massive ups and downsbut optomistic about something totally crazyi think i will be in the usa for 2 weeks in november 
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    GOD I AM SUFFERINGI TRULLY AM
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    worn out lack of real sleap has weakend mei am ill :(a lot has gone on this weekthat would cause anyone a lot lot of confusionheading for a falli wont say anymore than that....glueon standby
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