alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
Mood:
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been on this site a few yearsi came here at a very bad time.i erased a lot of my posts to destroy my selfi read my early posts and i see a better person than i am now,i think i have close a lid on...
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its awful seeing my ex looking so niceon tv pics
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still getting a flow of emailsfrom USA girl all about himand how great it is ectalso how many millions he is worth...i feel a real odd sence of rejectionhow can i even feel i stood a chance whenthe...
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15thtoday i was ment to fly to americato meet a new love and start a new life...but that was weeks agowhat new lifei dont even feel i have an old life.so im in a strange nothing that is a fogi dont...
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i think if i cry myself to sleep tonight.it would not be such a bad thingtoday i am hurta few things saidand also im back in pain with my back and legsits a lonley hurtful day
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i maybe not a nice person to know in this mood..ive had my face pushed in the dirt by an almost exwhat can you do when she runs off with a guy thatcan pay of £12000 per month on rent for a...
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work wise i think im doing oki do have moneyand i can livealso i could aford a house if i wishso im sort of safe.--had a date again tonightso i have someone to be withbut time to time---i dont feel...
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dont care what poeople think i am anymoresick of the lables
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had a bad daystatred last nightgot more emails form the usa girlshe was telling about her guyand to much infoeven saying shes comeing back her this month to get laid..not a good thing to throw at...
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feel quite hurteven to tearsfeel ive been chaced in to my roomback in the boxi hate the outside world.i always fail in itthis is why i never ask for help
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ok for nowmaybe this is the most accepting of my self that i have been for yearsi do still feel rejection that im not loved even though im quite a nice personso that meens my outside self is hatedi...
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?? a lot of this rings...
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odd reaction to yesterdays problemsi wrote a long essay on the speed of light ..... felt compelled to do this took till 4.30amThe Michelson-Morley Experiment is conceptually flawed,and failed to find...
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feeling emotional very confused todaylast night i got an email from the usa girl..my ex???talking about her trip to the ukher dates shes just had ??saying she was confused and still pissed off with...
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feel guiltywent on a date of sorts last nightthings seem to have went wellbut i feel guiltyam i reacting the right way ?things got physical in a sexy waywhich i think she wantedseems to be all she...
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