alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
Mood:
Bad
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im on a help page site and cant find a page that will help me.I feel driven away from pages that i would think may have otherslike me this place can get to sick
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i got cut across my arm todayworking with a sharp sheet of plastic.I THOUGHT GOODim glad i got cuteven at the time when it was doing the work i thoughtthis might cut me but i pushed onas if i wanted...
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not feeling goodim hurting in waysalso feeling picked onbut by none actioni feel englected
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feeling upsetits just building up on meall this stuff i do still feel as alienated as i did as a kid.its lonley
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lost my post :( -still alone- legs were weak at the end of the day i felt them shaking
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lots of things happed today that i kept quiet aboutam not up to typing itlots happed thst internaly were a painfull day
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long day tomorrow doing 2 shows in a dayi hope i can play them other issues are startting but i cant talk about that yetneed to let things run a bit firstbut i feel ill get hurt soon
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good news for now is the nut case dangeruos one is locked upin the hospital for the mentaly ill the next fear is for how longwhen they let him out early it makes everyone feel illits a bad way to...
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while i try to sleap i get frustrated with life and i #get anxiousand i always do get the idea if i cut my self a bit it maystop thatbut i know it wont and i know id have to had marksand things...
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i am an emotional personthe more i am alone the more it magnifiesits hard to be alone and feel thingsand its worse with someone that abuses that
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alowed life time it all seems so fake and staged when you realise .its all ending its a decline a fade so anything here is so meaning lessand he truth is it really is like this and still we...
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ive put a heavy box against my door .ive never had to live like this in whats ment to be a free world
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im feeling alonenite :(
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added pressureits 1amthe phyco is at it againhes got a knife and they are trying to get him sectionedagainhe wont give up the knifehasnt taken meds the docs gave him todayif he is forced to give up...
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woke early againbut i was so worn out i went back to bed and woke at almost 1pmmy mood is better todaybut goal wise im just the samei have no targets.im just here
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