feeling alone again
i have what was ment to be my new sort of date
but that feels very empty because she makes no time at all to see me
and im an ad on to her life
sick of that
i would like to be loved
but i feel very ugly
a lot of why i feel ugly isnt from my inside thoughts
its the outside messages i recive
from people who dont find me attractive
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but scared ill be alone till i die