I know I shouldn't do this. It usually pushes me towards a hypo state but I have an assignment due in the morning that is nowhere near completed. Worse, it's a group project so I have to make extra effort. I've been so busy with other stuff and so have they so this is the result- a pot of coffee and no sleep but really I can feel the crazy itching at the back of my neck and the hair puling is getting worse cos I'm so anxious yet I can't take a benzo because that will reverse the effect of the coffee which, by the way, usually pushes me a little bit closer to my hypo edge. This is sooo bad but it can't be helped right now. I feel... Like I'm already getting hypo and I'm about to have a nervous breakdown or a mental crash or something. Dammit! My nerves are fried. Frayed. Both. I'm doing my loony twitch. Ugh! I want to call my prof and beg for an extension but it's far too late. I feel like my brain is dumbing itself down to safe itself from the crash. Effing hell, I feel like getting my doc to send some letter of deliverance so I get a sick pass thus saving my group, my grades and my sanity. Here it comes... Oh goodness. She's back guys.