9:40 pmToday actually turned out to be a pretty good day. I am feeling confident that things are going to be ok for me. The person that I had become when I was with my husband is starting to fade away and a new person that I want to be is starting to emerge. I am starting to feel happy again with my life. I still did not talk to my ex at all today, but I am doing just fine. I am really starting to have my own life without him as the focus and that is the way it should be now that we are not together. I was kind of at this point a few months ago and then I relapsed. But I am getting back on my feet again. Thanks again to alot of my friends here. Scott, it was nice chatting and I am sure that you are going to have a better life then you have had. You are a great person and I hope the best for you. Eric, you are a great guy and I hope that you make the right decision. You deserve a women who is going to love you whole heartedly. Never forget that. And sohopeful, I look forward to talking with you sometime and getting to know you better. Gloria, we still need to get together someday. You are only a hop, skip, and a jump away, Why have we not met yet?Anyway, I am getting ready to go to bed now, didn't get much sleep last night and when the alarm went off, I felt like I had just fallen asleep. I need a better nights rest tonight.Good night to all, and I will chat with you all tomorrow.