12:30 pmI didn't write a journal yesterday. I guess my life might be starting to stabalize. That is good I guess. There are a few things that I would like to journal about though. My ex had our son on Tuesday night to have him fitted for the tux for the wedding. When he got home the first thing he said when he came in was, " You know what dad told me?" then he went on about dad telling him that there is an asteroid heading towards earth that has the force of like 6,000 atomic bombs, and that we have until 2014 to figure out how to change the direction of the asteroid or it is going to collide with earth and kill lots of people. What an idiot!!!!! Don't tell a 7 year old that stuff. He was saying how scared he was and that he doesn't want to die. Rule of thumb is that you don't scare a child with something that they have no control over. If there is something that they can do to fick something, go ahead. Ex. My son picks on his arms and I tell him that he can get a bad infection from bacteria that can make him very sick and sometimes people die from it (Staph infection), but then I tell him if he doesn't want to get sick, then he needs to stop picking on his arms. He can prevent himself from getting sick, but he can't prevent this asteroid from colliding with earth. Speaking of picking on his arms, ever since my ex told him that stuff he has been picking on his arms more and now they are almost worse then they ever were. He is having child anxiety. I really don't know how to handle this. I don't believe the my ex has the best influence on our son and I wonder what they are talking about when they are together. What if he is telling our son that there is no God? I am tempted to send an email to my ex and tell him that he shouldn't see our son for a while until I can see how this is really affecting him. But at the same time, I really want no contact with my ex at all. He is going to be in the wedding on Sunday and then I am not going to answer his phone calls at all or his emails. Funny thing. He didn't even try to call at all last night. Not even to talk to our son. What a jerk. Our son is the most important thing to me, why can't it be the same for him? Anyway, I am moving on and my main focus is our son.