8:10 amLast night went pretty good. My ex called me a couple times. Once at work and once on my cell. He left messages, but I haven't called him back, nor has my son even wanted to call him back. I am not going to force him too. I am sure he is probably thinking that I am keeping our son from him, but the thing is, he is the one who chose this path. If I move on with this other guy that I met, this is how it will be all the time. My ex is no longer the main part of my life. So I am not always going to be able to respond to emails and I am not always going to be able to call him back. I know this seems mean, but he needs to be wondering what I am doing and who I am with and what I am thinking. That is where the problem arose, he didn't care what I was thinking or doing or who I was with. Now I hope that it drives him crazy like it did to me. I don't know if I would want to get back together with him, but at least he would know what I went through the last year and a half. Maybe this will help him learn to be less selfish. So, since Friday he has sent me 4 emails and 2 voicemails, and we had decided that we weren't going to talk for a month. Ha! I am still going to avoid him for the next two weeks probably. Let's see the extra time he has now. He says he never has time to do anything, but I bet time starts coming available to him. That's because he is a liar. He has time, he just chooses to do his own thing with that time.Well, I have to do payroll. Ugh!