4/24/07 9:30 am
I almost got really upset with my husband last night. I need to have some light bulbs changed in my new house in some places that are really high, like the staircase, and I can't reach nor will I climb to change them. I called and asked if he could come over to change it. I brought up that he had said that he wanted to spend more time with me and our son as a family, and then I threw in that I also need the light bulbs changed. He had other plans for the night, to study and work on his resume so that he could get a better job. The job he has now is contracted and is about ready to end. Anyway, I almost got upset that he wouldn't come. I was never important enough to come and do simple things for me. Even when we were still together. Anyway, I guess that I couldn't get mad because he does have his own life and I know that he has to get a better job. I can't expect him to drop everything for me anymore. It's not like he ever did that for me before anyway. But he is my husband and he should be there for me, even to change a stupid light bulb. I thought that guys like to feel that they fix the problems and stuff. So I am guess I will have to jsut leave it for him to do when he has a chance. I jus thope its soon, since I can't see at night.
Anyway, other than that I am feeling pretty good this morning. It is raining and we are having a winter storm warning until tomorrow morning. So the schoolagers are here all day because they cancelled school with the "hopes" that we will get 9-14 inches of snow. Right now it is only raining, so I have a hard time thinking 9-14 inches of snow.
I am going to try and do the rest of my list, I know that it has been a week since I did anything. That will be on my next journal entry.
I almost got really upset with my husband last night. I need to have some light bulbs changed in my new house in some places that are really high, like the staircase, and I can't reach nor will I climb to change them. I called and asked if he could come over to change it. I brought up that he had said that he wanted to spend more time with me and our son as a family, and then I threw in that I also need the light bulbs changed. He had other plans for the night, to study and work on his resume so that he could get a better job. The job he has now is contracted and is about ready to end. Anyway, I almost got upset that he wouldn't come. I was never important enough to come and do simple things for me. Even when we were still together. Anyway, I guess that I couldn't get mad because he does have his own life and I know that he has to get a better job. I can't expect him to drop everything for me anymore. It's not like he ever did that for me before anyway. But he is my husband and he should be there for me, even to change a stupid light bulb. I thought that guys like to feel that they fix the problems and stuff. So I am guess I will have to jsut leave it for him to do when he has a chance. I jus thope its soon, since I can't see at night.
Anyway, other than that I am feeling pretty good this morning. It is raining and we are having a winter storm warning until tomorrow morning. So the schoolagers are here all day because they cancelled school with the "hopes" that we will get 9-14 inches of snow. Right now it is only raining, so I have a hard time thinking 9-14 inches of snow.
I am going to try and do the rest of my list, I know that it has been a week since I did anything. That will be on my next journal entry.
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Take care friend, hope the storm doesn\'t materialize. A good way to put a positive twist on it. Hard to do a lot of times.
Good luck dear, I know what you are going through. I wish i had someone to shovel my foot of snow...
Snow, yuck! Glad ours is over! Learning to do things ourselves sucks big time. I hate it. So I call my younger brother! Maybe you will find like I did that there are people willing to help, they just need to be asked. Good luck:)