5/1/07 2:15 pm
Something happened today, actually nothing happened today, but for some reason I am feeling completely devastated. It could be due to the reason that I have put my foot in my mouth. Sometimes I feel like such and idiot. Why do I do such stupid things? I think I start to feel very confident and then I get ahead of myself and then I get humiliated and then I get hurt. Why do I alway do things that are bad for me? Why do I always do things with out thinking? Someone always ends up getting hurt. Most of the time that someone is me.
Something happened today, actually nothing happened today, but for some reason I am feeling completely devastated. It could be due to the reason that I have put my foot in my mouth. Sometimes I feel like such and idiot. Why do I do such stupid things? I think I start to feel very confident and then I get ahead of myself and then I get humiliated and then I get hurt. Why do I alway do things that are bad for me? Why do I always do things with out thinking? Someone always ends up getting hurt. Most of the time that someone is me.
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Prayer and faith. Trust that God is still in control.
No one is able to make the best decisions or do the \"right\" thing when their heart is hurting. I\'ve done and said so many stupid things that I could start a whole line of encyclopedias. LOL! And you\'re right, I\'m always the one that winds up getting hurt, especially when I venture to think that she\'s still cares for me.
Charles is right. We all mess up. Forgive yourself, don\'t make the same mistake again, and move on. Beating yourself up doesn\'t change anything. Take care.
I agree with them, sometimes we do things we later regret terribly. I know by personal experience. All we can do is apologize for the dumb things we did and hope for forgiveness.
I am in a place where my brain does not even seem to work. I understand what you are going through and will be here if you ever need to vent.
Damn I can\'t believe i am saying charles is right, he is though. OK I can believe it, hes a great guy. Anyways quit beating up on yourself, learn that is one of the most important people to love. Please take care ~ Larry
Alright. That\'s enough of beating yourself up. That\'s my thing. lol. Seriously, we all make mistakes. Say or do the wrong things at the wrong times. Don\'t make come down there and give you a stern talking to. I might just do it.