JESSIKAH

im officially done talking to mimishe hates me.im talking to a girl her name is elishashe is super cool we hung out at my house and and it was cool.idk though  =/cause she is still stuck on her ex...

wow:[ i just want to cry right now.im so hurt.i dont know how this all happenedwe were cool that day. the next she hates meand i thought she was just depressed didnt wanna talk to anyone but it wasnt...

i am pretty stupidi suck at lifethe last couple of days have been pretty badi just want to cry at night.ehidk im just super sad and tiredand im at my housenot good not good at alli wish i was at my...

fuck my life:[i feel so lowlike  i have urges to cut but im trying to distract myselfi want to leave this damn worldfuck it mannn!i fucking just want to fucking diei feel like im not gunna get...

okay so camping this weekend was awesome  i loved every minute of it although i missed my phone it was all good.when we got there we just set up then the next day we just went swimming and horse...

just found out the love of my life loves me too.she is trying her best to get herself together i am proud of her.today im going to rosarito, mexico to go camping wooooo! i will be gone till...

so im going to laredo next weeki am so excited and nervous at the same timewould if she gets madwould if she hates  meugh i am going crazyi just need to make things righti know she has a gf  but i...

somthing is wrong so wrong.i cant even explain my feelings.the love of my life is not talking to me like at all she basically hates me.what did i do for her to hate me.its really getting to me. i had...

im going to mexico today wooootgunna go have funnn wooopi miss my love

she smiles  even though she wants to crylaughs when she wants to scream she remembers everything and wants  to  be freefree from her thoughts free from the torturewishes she could be  back to...

well ive been up and down yesterday like last nite i was super sad i just cryed myself to sleep. even though things are actually going okay. i still feel sad. i just wanted to be held.i didnt have...

today had been a good day so fari told mimi that i was done waiting:]]]]]]]]]i am done im so tired of her treating me like shitdont get me wrong  if anything happend to her i wouldnt be okay  buti...

life sucks atm but im trying to think positivemy family is bipolar one min they love me the next they are assholesi made a good new friend:p shes awesomei miss mimi more than anyone can understandim...

okaiii i officially hate love:\i hate that i love her:\ and she doesnt  even give a flying fucki can die and she wont give a fuckughhhwell i signed up for formspring which is a site where ppl can...

ok so i went to the doctorsummm my blood pressure was high they are thinking of putting me on meds for that.ughi have strep throat:\ it sucks ballshaha  i seen mileigh today it was very archward...