eileenR

Thanks to all who sent hugs and commented on the beginning of the day. no longer sitting feeling sorry for myself. Now I am sitting on top of the world laughing, My son and I talked today, and he is...

so sad today, wish the day was over. And that the happiness was here. Don't know what to do? I am feeling so lost and so uncontrolable. Why??? I really do hate this month. I wish it was over and it...

Can love conquear all????What can we be with out our husbands. I hate that word widdow. It brings bitter sorrow to my soul. Harry left to early, and I was not prepared to be a mother of a preteen. I...

Been away a few days doing a few things with the family. And here I am it is raining, monday morning. And I am running the show. My head is pounding, and my heart is acheing. I thought I was getting...

Back again, because I just need to write. I am walking around saying what is my purpose, What is my plan? Why is God allowing all these different situations to come into play. As I sit and ponder on...

Very tired today, and if I was home I would just climb in bed and sleep. Not sleep because I am down in the dumps but to sleep because my body is just plain old tired. I know I have been full of...

 Well good day to all my friends. I am feeling better today, maybe because I am working. Sometimes it so much beter to be busy then sitting home with nothen to do but house work. It gets my mind to...

I hate being alone!!! I really need to get a hubby, or something. I just wanted to say I hate to be alone.

Getting ready to go to a picnic at church. SO I thought I would write about a picnic my husband and I shared many years ago. It was 1994, and my company was family having a picnic, down in Maryland....

I went to the graduation and it was beautiful. One thing about going to a small school, & only having 7 graduates, it allows you to know each student personally. I started crying the minute I saw...

My stomach has now gone from a nut. To totally upset and feels horrible. Ok, Now I know why the doctors have no clue what is going on in body. It must be stressed related. But at least two or three...

Good Morning and happy friday. Woke up this morning, missing Harry so much. I have this feeling of emptiness in my stomache. Tonight is my niece's graduation. Harry and I consider her the daughter we...

I am back again, and I just came back from lunch with my best friend. I enjoy our times we can sit and chat about the old days, and now, and the future. She is the opposite of me but we have been...

Today, I am so tired. Have been up late the last three nights. Talking to an old friend. One, thing I can say for sure. God answers prayer. I have been praying since Harry died, if I had unfinished...

To my dearest husband, I write here in my journal, to tell you how much I treasure the time we shared. For you holding me up when I was about to fall. To let you know even know life is so different...