Good Morning and happy friday. Woke up this morning, missing Harry so much. I have this feeling of emptiness in my stomache. Tonight is my niece's graduation. Harry and I consider her the daughter we never had. Since she was at our house so much. And when we went to the beach we took her. But I just don't know how to feel. I look around my house and still see Harry. I am probally going to find another way to make money. The house needs a complete makeover. I can't keep this up. I have been in such a good mood, that I actually was regretting feeling good to be alive. But that is silly. I am going to take one room at a time. And what ever happens, happens. I just wanted Harry here this morning, to have coffee. Just listening to those birds outside was driving me crazy. I also am a little nervous  about the upcoming anniv. on the 11. I am even freting over how am I going to feel. Ok, now isn't that stupid. One day at time really stinks. Well, I am here today. and I guess that is a good thing.