I went to the graduation and it was beautiful. One thing about going to a small school, & only having 7 graduates, it allows you to know each student personally. I started crying the minute I saw them all in their cap & gown. She looked so happy. I am very proud, of her. The seniors did a power point presentation, And she put my picture up there. But it made me realize we are more than just aunt and neice. I told Matt that I was serious thinking about sending him to christian school. Speaking, of him he turned my mood to crazy because he was rushing to leave the graduation. We left on the way home I told him exactly how I felt. Then he started crying telling me he missed his dad. This happens a lot when I dicipline him, so I feel like it is a ploy. But I get so confused how to handle it because he barely cries for Harry. SO I am confused. We are going to plant flowers with my father in law today at the graves. It will be the first time my son has been there. I am not sure how I am going to handle this. But I will let you know. My father in law is not getting better his dementia, is worst. SO I don't know if he will even remember we are going. My sister in law asked me take him. On the other hand I am still climbing the mountain, of so many things. Got my hair done, And it looks great if I do say myself. Remember to do something for yourself sometime and will give you joy!!!
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What a grand event, Eileen.
Maybe the visit to the grave will help Matt vent some emotion. My daughter also internalizes her feelings and then has a sudden outburst, out of nowhere. It IS confusing. Their journey of grief is so different to ours. Just love him through it ... love NEVER fails!
Hope you have a GOOD weekend!