To my dearest husband,
I write here in my journal, to tell you how much I treasure the time we shared. For you holding me up when I was about to fall. To let you know even know life is so different now. I am going to be ok. Ok because you taught me that love is true. And can be found when our eyes are open. Today, as I live today differently than the day before, I will stop to smell the roses, give our son just a hug for you, rejoice in knowing you no longer walk in pain. That you are free, Free of pain. I know you couldn't wait for that day to arrive. You couldn't wait to see your savior. How it must have felt, I can only imagine. I know now I must start living again. Not just going through the motions. Thank you my dear friend for caring for me. Thank you for being there for me the last 13 years. When I cry for you. It is only because I miss you so much. I know you always said you wanted me love again. TO show others the love that is inside of me. And I know I have been neglecting those around me with that. So, today I will show that love. I am happy today that I am alive and can show that love. I will teach our son, all the things you wanted to teach him. He will definitly have a classic car, We have already been looking. I can't buy the harley, he will have to do that. But I will make sure He knows how to love the cars, as much as you. He has so much of you him, that it makes me chuckle. You really did a great job spending all those years with him. I will do my best to keep a relationship with Harry. And maybe oneday, that relationship will work out. I am no longer consider a wife. And that does bother me. But in my heart I know who I was, who I am,and Know GOd gave us a love that glorified him. Injury or not, we walked that path. So, now as we are apart, for just a time, I feel the comfort and peace that I need to rejoice.
Tonight is our son's first academic award banquet. Oh boy, watch out. And remember when I said, he is never going to make it. And you said, he will Just give him time. TO think we use to spend hours, hours, and weekends studying. Now he just picks up a book and listens in class and remembers. How about that. Just like you dad.
Today, is a new day, may I feel you all around.
Eileen
I write here in my journal, to tell you how much I treasure the time we shared. For you holding me up when I was about to fall. To let you know even know life is so different now. I am going to be ok. Ok because you taught me that love is true. And can be found when our eyes are open. Today, as I live today differently than the day before, I will stop to smell the roses, give our son just a hug for you, rejoice in knowing you no longer walk in pain. That you are free, Free of pain. I know you couldn't wait for that day to arrive. You couldn't wait to see your savior. How it must have felt, I can only imagine. I know now I must start living again. Not just going through the motions. Thank you my dear friend for caring for me. Thank you for being there for me the last 13 years. When I cry for you. It is only because I miss you so much. I know you always said you wanted me love again. TO show others the love that is inside of me. And I know I have been neglecting those around me with that. So, today I will show that love. I am happy today that I am alive and can show that love. I will teach our son, all the things you wanted to teach him. He will definitly have a classic car, We have already been looking. I can't buy the harley, he will have to do that. But I will make sure He knows how to love the cars, as much as you. He has so much of you him, that it makes me chuckle. You really did a great job spending all those years with him. I will do my best to keep a relationship with Harry. And maybe oneday, that relationship will work out. I am no longer consider a wife. And that does bother me. But in my heart I know who I was, who I am,and Know GOd gave us a love that glorified him. Injury or not, we walked that path. So, now as we are apart, for just a time, I feel the comfort and peace that I need to rejoice.
Tonight is our son's first academic award banquet. Oh boy, watch out. And remember when I said, he is never going to make it. And you said, he will Just give him time. TO think we use to spend hours, hours, and weekends studying. Now he just picks up a book and listens in class and remembers. How about that. Just like you dad.
Today, is a new day, may I feel you all around.
Eileen
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\"And the day came when the pain it took to hold on became greater than the pain it took to let go.\"
Your make it girl. The worse is behind you and your headed foward. Someday you will see him again!!!
like the song says\" we can only imagine\" Love that song!!!!