eileenR

Happy Friday to all my friends. I just wanted to say hello, and tell you all is going fine today. I had a good cry last night. Just wanted to say hey.

Thinking a lot, do you ever sit and think, think, think. It is very hard for me to stop thinking. Thinking about tomorrow, thinking about the past, thinking about what should have been, what might...

Just sitting thinking well it is mid week and how fast the days are going by. To fast for me. I really am missing my husband today, taxes due at the end of the week and they aren't done. I am not...

Well, yesterday I was sick. Sick is not the word. I just pray that I am able to get well or be able to deal with all these health issues. That the doctors can't find any thing. It just gives me one...

Easter is gone, another holiday first down the road. Well, it really wasn't that bad. I knew that it was going to be that way. Being the Lord's day and everything. I knew God would comfort me and...

As I write tonight I miss Harry. But I am happy to have shared many things with him. Tommorrow being Easter we will be spending it with his family. The first Easter I ever spent with his family....

The pain the sorrow of how I feel now. I never thought for minute I would feel so empty, so unable to move, so unmotivated, and so alone. I always knew inside Harry would die before me. But I thought...

Today is a good day, for I feel loved. I just feel Loved by so many people. God has surrrended me around people who truely care about me. And for that I am blessed. If we look out the door that is...

I can't believe it is april and easter is this week. I just have to say the days all run into each other. I remember a time when I was much more organized and I was able to do the things way ahead of...

It has a been a few days. But I have been dealing with a lot of stuff. I am very frustrated. I can't seem to get nothen done. Will I ever get anything accomplished. I truely doubt it. Not when you...

I had to change my smile this moment. Because a dear friend just said it all. I am the child of the king. Oh yes, I am what a precious child the thought that when I read it reminded me I am not a...

Not looking forward to today. But I got out of bed I guess that is a start. And I made it to work. THings have to get better. The weekend is here and I really don't care if it is. I hope I have a...

Ok, Now things are getting worst here at work. I can't stand all this pressure. I feel like the whole world is caving in on me and I can't get out of it. WHat should I do??? I am crying inside and my...

I only feel bad because I just can't get use to this not sleeping. And it doesn't help that three weeks ago I took my intake down of caffeine. I am desparatly wanting some star bucks. To get my brain...

Mid week. Last night I sold some equipment of Harry's. Sad to see the empty spot in the living room. I sold it cheap. They got a deal. I just need to start selling the equipment. It only is...