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It has been days since I wrote here. Not because I have been down, but because things have been busy. And I have been trying to turn in early. Well I wanted to share just a few things with you all....

Just a quick note to say today is a great day. Went and spent the day on a field trip with my son. We had fun. I think the boys in my group had fun. I treated them to a carriage ride through the old...

another sleepless night when will they end. When will I stop feeling this way. I watched this movie tonight. Yes, it was a love story. And the guy dies at the end. Oh just what I needed. matt's game...

Dear Harry,Today I miss you. Today I wish you were here. TO share this special day with us. In just a few hours your son will play on the Raider field. Something we dreamt about. Something that we...

We miss them when something bad is going on, when our life is an emotional roller coaster and when we have great news. We miss them. Simple fact that we wish they were here to share in our joy and in...

Monday Morning, and just checking in, Needed to let everyone know that I am here. If you need a friend. God has blessed me with some wonderful friends here. They have lifted me up when I am down....

I would have gone to bed when I was sick instead of pretending the earth would go into a holding pattern if I weren't there for the day. I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose...

Happy Friday. This is the second time I am writing in this journal today. The first time I lost everything. How I hate when that happens. But here is what I have to say today. I have been reflecting...

i am better tonight though I would let you all know that. tired so off to bed.

It is raining today And I love rain. But I am not full of excitement. But I guess that is because Matt and I faught this morning. I swear he just doesn't get it. I don't get it either. But The...

Monday is here. Boy do weekends fly by. I didn't even get the things that needed to get accomplished. I am trying but somehow when I walk in that house I am so unmotivated. Does anyone have any...

Happy Friday!!!!.A friend asked me a question today and it really through me for a loop. I guess because I haven't really thought about it. Each day we rise and each night we lay down. (Notice I did...

Missing Harry so much!!!!!!!Hey do you ever wander if the missing part will end. I mean I don't want to sound negative or anything. But it really stinks. I wish I could pick up the phone right now...

Ok I am back. Now lets all think of one positive thing today. A positive thing can be any thing you accomplished. Or the special things you have recieved. Darkness seems to be at every turn in grief....

It has a been a few days since I really sat and wrote in this journal. Sometimes I feel I just can't put into words all that is going on inside of this lil ol body that I have. An emotional roller...