eileenR

Friday is here, I wander what my weekend has in store. The test went ok, I am just going to have change my lifestyle. Like I didn't know I need to loose weight, start to excersise, eat less...

Well, I am feeling good this afternoon, I just wanted you all to know.

I guess I am ok, cried all the way to work today. I just want to stop crying. Things have to get better. I feel like a fool for one thing or another. When things don't go as plan I look at it as...

I guess I am ok, cried all the way to work today. I just want to stop crying. Things have to get better. I feel like a fool for one thing or another. When things don't go as plan I look at it as...

IT is one of those days, I am trying to stay focus on the issues at hand. But I just can't seem to do it. All I want to do is scream. I am fighting a loosing battle or am I gaining strength for...

is it pride? Pride holding me back, from staying healthy. I have hard time with all this red tape. I just am not going to do it.

I just wanted to write, because I feel I feel horrible, and I am hoping this will help me. I am lonely, tired and confused. I just don't understand anything around me. I don't know How my son is...

I had another rough weekend. Spent a lot of it lying in bed. It made things easier for me. And then the Lord showed me that he has a better plan. I need to rely on him. I still feel no joy. But at...

How come every time I try and do something productive That I know is going to hard. It turns into a nightmare. I go to get prescription and now my insurance company will not purchase them. And we all...

People, just don't understand them. They think I am the rich one in life. Ha Ha. Tell, me something different. Well Got run. Talk to you later.

Today is a special day. I am feeling ok. I think back to the special times we share. Trying to keep moving on to the future. I have this problem, I can never say no. I am involved in way to much. I...

Writing again, because I feel so loss, this is the only place I can vent. I just want to crawl up in bed and fall a sleep and not wake up til I am feeling better. But better what is that. I have...

Friday, thank God.I am working hard today. But thinking about How much I miss Harry. I wish I could hold him. I even started wearing his winter coat. Just because I wanted to feel him by my side. I...

I am just here, going through the motions of life. Last night I went to my girlfriends funeral. Sad to say, but she laid there looking like she was finally in peace. My son, said "she didn't look...

As you can see it is roller coaster day. I am still a little blue, but at least I have stopped crying. I am just so thankful for that. I am in search for a new life. What steps should I be taking, I...