eileenR

Crying has started. And I need it stop. I wish it was me who died in June. harry Was so much stronger than me. I have three hours to stop crying and be able to be strong for my son. My heart is empty...

Can My day get any worst. My boss is a gerk. And I really want to tell him where he can go. Oh how unchristian I am, when he is around me. I hate him for that. I hate myself for that. Ever since...

I went to the emergency room last night. I took my sister in law, she was in pain. It was hard. SHe wanted me to leave her. I told her never again would I leave anyone. Like I did that day Harry went...

Well, my friend died yesterday. Oh what a road they had to travel to get there. I on the other hand am feeling like a volcano ready to boil & explode. My son is not doing well. He is finally crying...

Just wanted to say hello, and tell all that I am fine. Just another day. Eileen

Another day, alone, another day with out Harry. How will I ever stop feeling so alone in this world. I know God is in control. But I just want something better. Is the grass always greener. As I...

My son and I just got home from his lacrosse game. It was awesome even know we lost. It was fun. I enjoy being around my son. He really makes me happy

Okay, For all you I am ok. I just left my friend who is dieing, in the hospital. Pray for her the doctors are giving her 6months to live. She is a little bit down. I am very grateful God allowed her...

Ok, I am little better at this moment. And I just wanted to share. God is great and God is good, he gave me a husband that truely loved me for who I was. He was my greatest cheerleader. And when I...

Oh I back again only to vent. I really hate my position. What am I going to do. Part of me wants to just walk away. But I can't I have to take care of my son. This is a horrible situation I am in. I...

It is just another day, Life is full of this and that. I am going through a rough week it seems this week. Last night i couldn't get motivated to cook, so we ate out. Oh boy that is not a good thing....

Well how do you change your moods so fast. I HATE MY LIFE AND I WISH I WAS THE ONE THAT DIED. EVEN KNOW I KNOW THAT IT WAS HIS TIME. SO WHEN IS MY TIME. I KNOW MY TIME IS NOT GOD'S TIME. BUT I AM SO...

Ok, is ok, God is still my stregnth. I am waiting for an answer on where do I go from here. I feel very worthless. My one friend keeps telling me that I must be strong for my son. But I just don't...

Just wanted to reach out and tell everyone. I am doing great today. I know God is in control. Last night, he sent a dear friend in my life that has been lost for 12 years. I feel so blessed. He...

boy am I confused. Where am I going? I don't want to be here any more. I feel like moving on. I guess that is the place to be. I might jump up and scream for new. Who cares no one. I don't want to...