Been away a few days doing a few things with the family. And here I am it is raining, monday morning. And I am running the show. My head is pounding, and my heart is acheing. I thought I was getting better. But I have just been knocked down again. Don't want to be bother or anything like that. I want to be free and flying off to an isolated island. Just dwell in this self pity. oh boy does that sound gross or what. I hate it. Please help me. Tell me what to do, to get through this stage. Eileen