oh man i did not like that meeting one bit! he came and first talked with my parent's for a bit and then he called me in and talked with me. it was really really hard. he asked about luke and asked like what happend and like when he would do something like what would we do and all that and had me tell him. and he asked if i was doing any self harming and i said yes and asked what and where and when the last time i did and i told him it all. then he asked if i had any thougth's of hurting myself like suicide and i told him yes and asked how many time's and i told him every day and asked if i had any plans and i said yes and told him them and then he asked if i ever came really close and i said yes. umm then he brought my parent's in and he told them that i was doing some cutting and when and where i did it, told them i was suicidal and that i have plans. he said that being put in a hosptial would prolly be a good idea since i have plan's and have come close to it. umm we made up a safty plan for when i feel like it and i'm suppose to go up to one of my parent's and give them a hug and say i feel sad if i'm feelign suicidal and then their suppose to take me up to the hostpital right away. and if i feel like cutting or something i just go and say let's go and get ice cream and them we'll do that and talk about thing's.  we all singed this paper saying we woudl do it and it also said on there that i had to answer my parent's call which i do but i dont' answer my mom's. and then my parent's are suppose to ask me in the morning and evning how i'm feeling and i'm suppose to do a 1-10 scale on how i feeling 1-lowest 10-highest. ah this is so dumb the only thing i'm glad about is that all i have to do is go up and give them a hug and say i'm feelind sad and they take me up to the hospital, i could do that but just going out for ice cream and talkign about thing's nope i dont' think i can. i'm gonna get pissed by having to answer my mom's call and having her ask me how i'm feeling twice a day! ahhh this sucks! i did not did not like talking about it. i told most of the truth but left out something, but i'm not even sure it really happend or not. i just keep seeing this one flash  back and i feel that it happend but im not 100% sure it did and so i dont know what to do. i didn't tell him cuz i heard him telling my mom and my counselor told me this too that if any new information come's up that the case has to be retried again and i don't want to have to go throught that again so i didn't tell him about it. i feel bad not doing it but i dont' want to go throught that  again and i'm not even 100% sure that the flash back that i've been having did happen. i feel that it did but idk. there's just something not right somethign i'm not remembering. and their not gonna believe me if i can only remember half of this event.