reguarding my last journal  i don't want to kill myself over my friend, it was just that that pushed me over and just broke all my feeling's i've been having these last couple of day's and it all just came out. counseling, umm i hate it. today we talked about luke most of the time. it started by her saying that she didn't really believe that luke knew and didn't tell and i just said that's cuz he participated in it a lil. and then she asked if i told my mom but i wasn't really for sure. i thought i did but she said that she had to call and atleast report it happening and then she had to call my mom to tell her to make sure she knew. umm so she called my mom and i was right i did tell her but for some reason i don't really remember, i just remember the cops taking both my  brothers. and so then that she knew i'm guesing dhs does to and so nothing will happen. i was really stressing out when she was calling all these people and i didn't want her too but she had too and it just really sucked. so that was basicly it i guess.