angiebettin

This wk end is going to be about everyone  else I can tell. The only thing I have control of is what I eat. Thats about it. I would like more me time, not washing everyones clothes, or making their...

I talked shortly with my mom, but she is still hard for me to understand. She is in pain I know, but relies on drugs too much. And now she thinks she needs to go to the same pain clinic as my dad....

I decided to loose weight. Took a long look in the mirror  and dont like what I saw. I am gonna change. I stopped smoking,dont drink. I am gonna need to loose my wweight realistically by june of...

My mom sis wanted me to come over, she said she had a sewing machine for me, but I should have read between the lines. My aunt made me feel very uncomfortable  and I am not going over there agian....

I told my ma yesterday i couldnt do it all. I will continue to do what I do now, but I cant take care of my dad , and after surgery and a new dog and stay there. She understood  and is going to have...

My mom wants back surgery on pinched nerve.  My dad has 2 j tubes , they both want me to take care of them. And their dog died this wk an r getting a new one.  They want me to take care of all...

I want to walk more but I cant do it alone. My husband dosnt either have the time for me and wont let me get a dog. If he could spend a little time with me with a walk in the evening at a slower pace...

Nothing much to do today. Its a lazy saturday, and I just want to sit on the couch.  Rainy day too. These are the days to work on my jewelry.  I need to make my gifts for Christmas.  Maybe I will...

It's Friday  and Iam tired. I feel ok, I am gonna try and walk today. Either by my house or in the mall. I feel just like I need lerp, didnt sleep well. Tossed and turned. I brother in law is...

Today I got out. It helps each day when I am able to get out in the world. Even though ot looked like rain, these fall days I love.

This is the day I get to get out! I brake free of all the chains of boredom  and get to be me. Yes, maybe someone will talk to me today. My oldest son last night had a bad anxiety  attack. He...

Cleaning house like I do every monday. My husband went on his 1st emt ride along. He said they were busy. I dont thinlk hes gonna like it. For his seniority you think the city wouldnt make him do...

Just been doing the normal stuff for a Saturday. I can't but help but feel sad. I know god has a reason for me. I know that  my boys need me. I can only be who I am, caring, loving. I do my best...

Yes i fogot my patch today. Did good without it. Did need my anxiety. Meds today. Did good with out it.  Made chilli from home grown tomatoes  and it turned out good.  Thats it for today. Get to...

I sit here in my pj's and it is almost 12pm. I havn'nt got anything done. God I am trying to stopped smoking with patch. My cravings are big. I am trying to save my husband money and feel better. I...