slow day
Just been doing the normal stuff for a Saturday. I can't but help but feel sad. I know god has a reason for me. I know that my boys need me. I can only be who I am, caring, loving. I do my best that I can which is the stuff no one else wants to do. Each job I do around my hose I talk to god and thankful for my life, but sometimes I wonder, if he wants me to do something else. I am 50, and I dont know what else God wants me to do? I have made a few friends here, but don't want to say the wrong thing to people for I will feel guilty if I say the wrong thing. I pray thatI haven't offended anyone. I am only here to be a friend. God bless you all!
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Your are doing great and Yes always remember God has a reason for you, Its just we have to be patient and when the time is right it will come. Hag in there my friend!
for a long time I woundered what it was I was here to do ...and I realy ..had a hard time over this ..I tryed to find out what kind of job I could do ..but I have Cronic migrains and depreshion ..so I can\'t keep a job ..I also have sever motion sickness that is a trigger for the migrains so at one time I looked into ..volunteering ...but you had to comitte ..to a time and a day and the amount of time ...and I can\'t do that ...so ...it bothered me for the longest time .............but than it came to me ....what I can do ...show others how to love ....by being an example .....to my children ..showing my children how to love ..unconditionally so that they could show there children how to love unconditionally ......by ...example ..in how I treat my friends ....on how I chouise to live my life .....one thing I did when I was very young was to decide that I would not .....lie ....and have done my best to follow that way ever since .......you never know ..what just a smile will do for some one you come across ........they might be having a bad day and you might ..make them forget that ..for a time ...bring them a sence of peace ...or that ..there might just be some good people ...left n the world .....you just need to say what is in your heart ...I think people in here are understanding ......we are not always at our best in here ...but we need to talk .........we can all agree to disagree ...it doesent mean that ..we can\'t have an opinion .....or speak what is in our heart .......you are a good person speak what is in your heart ...feeling guilty is ..a negitive emotion depreshion is all about negative emotions ....as a clothlic we were thought to feel guilty for everything .....so I have my Owen battle .with that .................take very good care of your self ...I will keep you in my prayers ..God bless