shopping day!

This is the day I get to get out! I brake free of all the chains of boredom  and get to be me. Yes, maybe someone will talk to me today. My oldest son last night had a bad anxiety  attack. He always takes a shower, then sits in the lazy boy for a while. It always wakes him up from a deep sleep. Xanax dosnt work on him. He's tried a few times but it dosnt work. I think he just thinking alot about his new job comin up. I should say his new career. And he'll be making good money too. He should be feeling  more at ease, but for some reason he isnt. I think he's alot like me. That poor kid 
My husband was on his emt ride along and it was crazy. He evan had a hard time sleepin.  Guys dying , pele bleeding,  diabetics. It was crazy he said. I couldnt do it. I would go into anxiety  mode. Mjy youngest is studying  himself hard in school. Seems all he does.my middle son is working but still didnt sign up on for school, can get him to change some for the better. Hes got to progress in his life. All he wants to do is watch wwe and football and drink a couple of times a week, and smoke cigarettes. Hes not a heavy smoker but he still needs to stop.I pray hard for him.
Well, I hope who ever reads this has a wonderful day, and trys to do something  nice for themselves today... go over shopping, look at the leaves change out sidewith some warm cider.  This is a change in  life, part of HIS  plan. We never know his reasons  but GOD has them.