better day than yesterday

My mom sis wanted me to come over, she said she had a sewing machine for me, but I should have read between the lines. My aunt made me feel very uncomfortable  and I am not going over there agian. It was kind of a good by to her for myself. I am tired of being messed with mentally by people.  My husband new something was wrong as I became dalusional, and started to think wrong thoughts that wouldnt even happen. I could do much last night,  not even sleep. 
I have also been having my head twitch kind of like I am shaking my head no. I tried ajusting my thorazin, but that didnt help much. I called my psychological doc but He thinks its something else.  I dont want to go to the doc. I am tired of docs. My bipolar has been acting up, and I dont want to go to the hospital. So today I am just doing the least that I need to do.  
I wonder if these episodes happen to other people? 

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Community LeaderSunCloudJD
SunCloudJD

Big hug for you Angie... I\'m not sure what went wrong... Are you feeling paranoid Angie or is there something wrong with the way your mom treats you?... A sewing machine would be a nice gift
I hope you see your doc soon.... Maybe a med tweak would help you to feel better?...Big hug for you and a blessing...x
gimmestrength2008
gimmestrength2008

I am so sorry you are going threw this Angie, i am glad you have some support there with hubby, I\'m with SunCloud on the med tweak or seeing a doc at least.
Hope you feel better, glad you are a little better today,
Giant gentle hug\'s to you. xoxo
Misred
Misred

(((HUGS))) I don\'t have any advice on what\'s going on. But I do want you to know I read your journal and that I care. I think it is a good idea to remove yourself from situations that might trigger anything negative. I\'m glad you are practicing self care and that your husband is supporting you. I don\'t want you to go to the hospital either, but I think it might be worthwhile to report these things to your doctor. (((HUGS)))