angiebettin

I hab a wonderful aniversary with my family. My husband bought me a snow globe with it engraved for our 25th year of being married.  We all went out to eat and my oldest picked up the tab. We all...

Maybe a couple of hours of sleep. Wait for a txt or a call from my middle son who was partying  last night. Comes home an says my phone died. How does he know I call an txted? He could have used his...

I wrote a long journal but ds erased it earlier. I do feel out of place like I dont belong. There isnt anything for me to belong too. Yes I pray, I know I belong to Jesus. My boys are all grown. They...

Today all day I havehad attacks. I was planning on going over mom and dads agian. I was having butterflies in my stomach all day. I called them, an they were busy getting food an meds in my dad. My...

I am going to have to go over my mom and dads house to bring food from Thanksgiving.  My husband is at work,  and leaving the house will be hard. Got to take my anxiety med before I go. I dont want...

I am doing a "me" day today. Yes I will do my day by day things, but I am going to treat myself to something special. I have a little money in my pocket, and I am going to try to get someone to be...

I am so tired of anxiety,  so tired of feeling tired and old. I look in the mirror  and dont like what I see. I stay up late at night alone. I am always alone. Sometimes my yougest will sit with me...

Had a attack on the way tp counseling.  I was ok when I got there. It went so so. Not very helpful.  The new counselor thinks I need to do something for  myself.  What? I have no job. I have no...

I did my ma an dads laundry.  They have had a new pup at their  house for 2 days. It is such a dumb idea. The dog is in the way. I just dont understand the thinking of getting  a pup when my mom...

I couldnt go out today, without someone  with me. I tried to go but got a mile away an turned around crying came back home. My son came home in time to find me crying in the driveway. I was gonna go...

I might go out today if I can get over leaving the house. I took my anxiety med but, I am still scared to leave. I told my mom I would try to come over. I think I know why I am afraid to leave. Its...

I didnt start moving around till 12:30pm, washed clothes and dishes, made beds, washed hair. Thats it. Measured my meal, cup of carbs. And coffee. Thats it till dinner. I want to loose weight but I...

 I feel better today. I know I have to rely on Jesus strength. Only He can help me get better. God gives you peace if you let Him. No matter what happens in this world,  we have to know He is there...

We need to pray, everyone. 

I am afraid to do things today, afraid of getting off the coach. Afraid of life! My mom says she has confidence in me. My mom says she knows I can do anything if i put my mind to it. But my fear is...