slow day

I sit here in my pj's and it is almost 12pm. I havn'nt got anything done. God I am trying to stopped smoking with patch. My cravings are big. I am trying to save my husband money and feel better. I also need to loose 35lbs. But my appetite is sso big. I dont want to get big like my mom. I feel lazy today. I have to go tonight to my dad's house for his 79 birthday.  He can't eat or drink,  but I am bringing  him a cake anyways  to sing happy  birthday  with my boys. I don't know what to get him? He has everything. My husband  is working today so he can't  come. 
My youngest  son has jury duty, and is missing  his labs at college  and the judge wont let him off, but he let another kid off. Its so stupid! The government  wants kids to go to school but, they do this. Well. My  middle son went over to a friends  house to drink last night, and I dont like it. My husband  dosnt say anything  about it, but I do. He dosnt havemoney to waste like that. He only works part time.  My middle son dosnt want to change. He won't  even go  get a haircut.  Both my other sons have short hair. I pray that he can change to the good. And he had only 2 more yrs on our insurance.  Oh boy! We told him we would pay for college, he has 20 more credit to go to gets his certificate.  . I just cant and  wont kick him out.  My dad did that to me and it was wrong  the way he did it.
I just dont want to move today. I need to make beds, do dishes and go to store. I am a reck today . nervous!  I should take my anxiety  med today. Hope all who read this do better than me today. God bless!