angiebettin

I still am having heart beating fast at timesbut i started  my nicotine  patch agian at the 21mgs this time, so it helps more with cravings. Going to try to go to my ma and dads house, my moms a...

To day i took my anxiety  med but it made me feel worse  than before. Feel physical  worn out, like the energy  sucked out of me. Woke  up at 4:40pm, made coffee. Went back to sleep after a cup...

Been having anxiety  attacks in the evening. Trying not to take my meds unless it dosnt go away  after 5 or 10 mins. I am trying to keep my mind busy, but it dosnt always work. I try to pray, but...

my husband is going to do is fix the car with my mechanic son this weekend. I wont do anything  much. Have to go sunday to ma and dads. Thats it. I would have liked to go to cider mill, and get...

I found out my husband has been here looking at my journal and all the post made to me. All the highlights have been taking offf all the messsages sent to me today. This sight wont let me make a new...

I am alive. I am here for a good reason, aplan from above. Somtimes we dont always understand why. But god has his plans for me. I am a loving person. My reassons are not of my own but gods...

This afternoon, I just starting crying. Talk to my mom for a minute, then just was listening to johnny cash on u tube then just started crying. He reminds me of my grandpa. My grandpa told me when i...

Went to a baby shower,  butI always have to take my anxiety  med before I go to social events.  I was happy to see all of my sister inlaws. I didnt think I would laugh  so much.  The girl who is...

I had at least 7 hrs sleep, so that is better than the night before. I am smoking but dont know why? I dont like it. It taste awful  but I still do it. I just keep smoking, cause  it give me a urge...

I sleep for and hour and up for 2, sleep hour up for 3,  cant sleep! Have a headache from yesterday still. Try to eat some small microwave biscuits  an sausage  an oj. But so tired . Didnt sleep...

I have been saying my rosary. I try everyday. In the past, I used to hear bad vioces, now I am seeing things in the sky. I took my anxiety  med, cause i was a little frightened. I dont know if this...

Just for today, I will be ok, not great, not wonderful, just ok. I am only one person, I cant do everthing. I know I am tired an over weight.  I know I dont look my best today. I am just so,so. I...

I feel kinda the way I did yesterday, days are running into days , feel like I am not accomplishing  anything.  I cleaned up my house  yesterday but it wasn't enough. I have to do more. Maybe I...

I dont know if I rwally fit in here anywhere. I think from being on here has made me find somthings I dont like about myself. I am scared, and feel not wanted here. I have made a few friends, but I...

I am so tired of feeling alone. No one understands me. Am pretty low today.