angiebettin

Psalm 40 , 1-3god has it, its in his hands. He is in control. I need to repeat this in my heart mind soul. There are things in my life i have no control of. Yes, i cant sleep when i know my middle...

I am nervous,  just took my 1st latuda with other meds. Dont want to go to hospital god. I am shaking inside. Only god knows how it will work?!! Oh boy, people here , i need you . You r my...

I had a bad reaction to a med my doctor up, now i am so down,  i can hardly functiom. It was suppose  to sleep, ya ok? Bed at 12 up at 4am. It suchs so much. And i still have 2 more meds  to take,...

I am hyper mania, singing let it snow let it snow. Went to the doc, he add latuda and another med for ptsd. I pick it up tomorrow.  I have. To try and trust this doc. I have trusy issues with docs ....

I can be a pest. Why am i so needy? Why do i feel like a bother, why do i want so much love. I would like to know what it feels like to feel good, happy, but it gets up an down. Bipolar, hate it. Why...

I need to know if I am a pest here. I dont know if I have jioned the right groups, or if i should let this place go. I seem to be a bother to even my husband. I dont know! Can I every really feel...

I cry every single day about something.  I woke up, went to my husband,  an cried cause I had a bad dream. I always compliment him for being there for me there goes my highly sensitive  part of...

New med change one night. Beenup senc 3 am . Its 7:30 am . I feel drugged up and hurting  all over. I am tryingto tallk to my husband like he's my best  friend,  but its annoying him I can tell. I...

I finally got a hold of me and physc doc an they did call me back to adjust my thorazin so maybe I will sleep tonight an not be so manic. We will see. I havnt washed up for3 days, yuck! I just feel...

Tired of meds not working. Tired of taking blood pressure  meds, colesteral meeds, med to make me go to bathroom, med for calcium,  meds for gerd/hernia, plus about my 4 physc meds. Tired of c not...

 I now that when I cry, like I have been doing today releases endorphins,  then I feel better for about a half hour but sadness comes back. My sons are going to take me to the art museum tomorrow....

Bad feelings, I want out. Cant deal with the alone, sadness. I am heavy in heart, feel death. Bad thoughts coming in my head. I told my husband I was thinking about suicidal  thoughts. He said it...

There is something i cant do anything about, my husbands job. I know he doesn't want to go to work any more.  But i cant really help him. He hates going into a run down city. The co workers bring...

Every year my husband buys a real tree. He likes it. I would rather have a fake tree, but i dont dare tell him. He puts up all the old decrations the boys made on it when they were young. I am the...

I did my parents laundry.  I do it every week. I put their tree up an wreaths. Did ma's dishs.  Took out the garbage. Found alot of other Christmas  stuff too. I want them to be happy this...