its friday

It's Friday  and Iam tired. I feel ok, I am gonna try and walk today. Either by my house or in the mall. I feel just like I need lerp, didnt sleep well. Tossed and turned. I brother in law is becoming  a priest tonight, and I really dont feel like going. I could just sleep today. Maybe after I take a walk I can rest.
My mom and dads dog past away yesterday, sringer spaniel, 11 yrs old. They feed her too much. I can't tell them that, and she never went on walks cause my dad and mom are sick. I guess god has his reasons for taking the dog. I just hope my dad dosnt want a dog just to have one. They are to sick. They can do there own laundry, they cant take garbage out, they csn hardly wash themselves and remember to take thirr meds. I just dont know how much longet I can continue to see them go down hill. My mother can barely  give my dad his food and meds. She is walking with a cain now.. my sis is suppose to be thier exucator, but she dosnt see what I see. I know they need help but my sis says thier doing ok. Its hard but, I just cant do everything. So I have to let certain things go. Thats all I can do. I need to take care of my family too. And I need to take care of myself.