jamesross
Status: Glad to be with recovery again. it's been a hell of a rough journey getting back, but I do want it very bad this time. I'm just trying.
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Well, home from work early because it's Friday. having a lot of thoughts about my wife all day. Pretty sad about it, but nothing I can do. It's just life. That's the way it is. So many things...
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Had a restless sleep last night. I was thinking about my wife all night, and my kids. Not sure about what to do. Don't know if I can handle seeing them if given the chance. I know for sure that I...
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Just got some bad news. My probation officer called me to tell me that my wife died, and my brother in law wants me to call so he can have custody of my kids. Shit. I don't know what to think rigt...
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Work went well till about 2pm and then it started to rain. I was working by myself today. That was alright. I enjoyed the peice and quiet. Never heard from Cathy, so I guess thats it. Must have...
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Today I feel beat. Up and down ladders all day staining. My muscles are just sore. Was hoping to hear from a friend today, but didn't. Not really much to say today. Just going to kick back tonight...
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Feel a little tired and sore today, but otherwise alright. Sheldon is still making a mess of the place, and it's anoying me a lot. I don't mind making some mess when it's unavoidable, but this is...
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Just got home from work, and feeling much better. I'm glad to have this job. It helps to keep my mind clear. I thought a lot about Cathy today. Wondering why that would happen, but it's probably...
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Still feel a bit upset because of yesterday. Can't get it out of my head yet. Had a good sleep tho because I took a little more of my Seraquel. I did pray about it. I also am trying to forgive...
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This has really turned into a shity day. Had such a good time yesterday with Cathy at her place, but now she tells me she doesn't want to see me because I have freinds on here. She seems to think...
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Got only a half day today because of the rain. I was looking foreward to comming home and relaxing, but Sheldon's here and his kid. Sheldon won't be going out either because of the rain. So much...
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I am a little tired today, but looking foreward to work. Had a good day yesterday. Went to Cathy's and she made a roast beef dinner with mashed potatoes. that was a real treat. We went for a walk...
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Woke up at 6:30am today. Just couldn't sleep in. My body is sore from working. Taking the day off today. I didn't have my bosses number anyway to see if they needded me today. That's alright. I...
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Well, I just got home from work. Only worked a half day today. It was alright. We were working in a warehouse, so it was differant scenery. All the guys are really good. There mostly younger guys,...
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Just got home from work. Fridays they finish at 1:30, not bad. Still sanding today and my fingers are raw. had an accident today. I've been eating a lot more since working at this place and not...
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Yesterday went well with work. Still pretty hard work, but I didn't drink or anything, so it was good. They gave me some papers to fill out. One question asked if I had ever been pardoned for any...
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