jamesross
Status: Glad to be with recovery again. it's been a hell of a rough journey getting back, but I do want it very bad this time. I'm just trying.
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Well, today went a little better. got a little honest with the chef and my manager. I felt such a huge releif afterwards, that I went in and talked to the chef and asked him just to put everything...
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Not sure what the hell I'm doing anymore. I'm back on the meds from the Dr, so there making me feel a little fucked up. especially at work. Today was a little better tho. I took the pill in the...
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Well, I've been going through a bit trying to cut out my medication, Seraquil. The Dr told me it's a bad medication that can cause lots of problems, like diabetes. I don't want th I've been taking...
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Sorry. Going through withdrawel. be back, hopefully soon.
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Well, today was almost a disaster. The chef came in and started with a stupid comment trying to undermine my work. I let that go and the morning went all right. I left for the Dr's office. I told...
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I am just totally stressed out. Got the Rogers done, but now I'm sqrewing around with the T.V. trying to get it to work. Bob let me run a line downstairs, but setting it up is a differant story. I...
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I am so happy now that I sent that E-mail to the wrong address. Before I knew that I had done that, I did feel a little bad for doing it. i was a little angry, and hurt( I still hate admiting that...
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Thank God. I sent that message to a wrong E-mail address and I seen the message in my messages. Right away, I decided I didn't want to send it. I don't want to cause any hurt whatsoever for...
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Well, I decided to do something about what I was feeling about Cathy, and the choice she decided on. It may have not been right, but I think it needed to be done. I didn't want to keep things...
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Just need to bitch a little. Got an E-mail from Cathy yesterday saying she was going back with her husband so we shouldn't stay freinds. My first thought was alright, her choice and I need to...
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Today went well, but had a little rough start. Got into it first thing this morning with the chef. I think he was just in one of his moods. First we started with him just yapping off as usual. The...
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Well had a few trying days, but all is well. My computer was down and I was bitching with Bell. I got an upgrade on my account, and of course something messed up. Anyway seems alright now. I like...
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I wanted to write my journal yesterday, but sometimes the time just fly's by, I find with being sober. anyway, yesterday seemed like I was being surounded by nuts. Things previously were still...
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Well, here I am at almost 5am thinking. The worst time to be doing that. Everything seems to be bugging me, or worrying me. I thought I would come here and do some journaling. that seems to help....
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Today I had an interesting day. work went well until the afternoon. The chef, as has become more usual, was acting like a jerk telling me to do things that had no sense to it. i think that this is...
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