khardeman

I still just can't believe what the autopsy report showed as cause of death. This is a person that just two years ago had an extensive physical including chest x-rays. MIR, the complete tour. How...

Putting so many miles between me and my home right now is helping. Thank God for my job, otherwise I think I would lose the remainder of my brain cells. The coronors report came back today. Its just...

Today was ok, worked 12 hours, then came back to the hotel. It's sort of like a vacation away from my life for awhile. Its so much easier coming back to a place where Bill and I had little in common...

Today was an extremely long day, up at 3:30 to get to the airport. Two different planes which each had there own prolems so ended up getting in late. The hardest part was not getting that phone call...

SO today was ok. I slept really well, almost for 12 hours last night. No alcohol, but I did cheat and take a pill from the doctor.  Woke up just in time to take a shower and clean the house up a bit...

The last couple of days had been very difficult. I looked at the calender and can't believe he has been gone for over a month already, but when I spent so much time shitfaced drunk it helped to just...

I really fucked up and got fucked up last night. i came home and was so very lonely. Fed the dogs gave them both a big hug and a good petting. My poor Spot boy always gets so excited to see me, but...

I had a good day. No drugs of any kind that the doctor prescribed and I made it on my own. I did good at work, maybe not my best, but better then most people that work there do. I was a little upset...

After a messed up night of not getting any sleep and waking up early with hives, I have done very well today. I had an alarm system put in today so I feel a little safer, maybe I will be able to...

I managed the entire day at work yesterday. Took the medicine the doctor ordered up and it really seemed to bring my head out of the cloulds. Managed to get a ton of work done. So I was pretty proud...

Went to sleep way early last night. Figured me and the dogs would just watch some tv, but I fell right off. For once I was worried about someone besides me. Another women that I had met on this site....

Today was tough, I only got out of bed becasue I had a cramp in my leg. By the time I got rid of it I was wide awake. I managed to fill another trash dumpter full with more of my husbands crap. I...

Yesterday was pretty horrible. I went to work for the first time in 2 1/2 weeks. I had to, I had to close the books for year end, I did my best, but my best is really slow these days. I use to be...

I was feeling better until I found out my grand daughter was leaving for a few days, of course leaving me here alone. Thank God for my dogs otherwise I would just go nuts. First day back to work...