Went to sleep way early last night. Figured me and the dogs would just watch some tv, but I fell right off. For once I was worried about someone besides me. Another women that I had met on this site. The first thing I did was get up and check to see if she had written back to me. Not a word, I left her my number and held onto my phone all night with hopes she would reach out to me. She is going though so much depression over the loss of her litttle girl and how she just didn't want to go on. I forwarded the letter to a few of my friends I have met here on line hoping that you would jump in and help here as well. I hope that was ok with her and all of you.While I was sleeping last night I felt this warm body next to me. I went to cozy up thinking it was my husband, then I got scared bacause I remembered he wasn't around to be there. It was my dog sleeping right where my husband use to sleep. So I just stayed next to him for the body heat, may sound strange, but it helped me fall back to sleep.I am going back to the doctors today. I was going to ask him to puy me on disability for a while, but I thik I need to try working before I make any rash deceions.