Putting so many miles between me and my home right now is helping. Thank God for my job, otherwise I think I would lose the remainder of my brain cells. The coronors report came back today. Its just what I thought it would be . Coranary Heart Failure. I found out though an e-mail from my Mother in law. She just said that his death was now a public record. How do you respone to an e-mail like that?? I picked up the phone and called her. Then I called my daughter and asked her if she wold go to the funeral home and pick the certificates up. I just couldn't face having to go back there one more time

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Distance is good. And it\'s good your daughter is able to help you and give you a little bit of a break.
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I hope that distance will help you, and I am glad that you had someone else to go there for you. I know how hard it is to go back to that place. A few months ago I had a funeral to go to, and it was in the same room as where they let me hold Heather\'s hand. It was horribly hard, and I was there for 10 min. and left. I am here for you if you need anything. Big hugs hun
Candice