khardeman

I was so looking forward to the week-end away, but I have a sick dog. ear infection again. He always seems to have one, but his getting old, makes me so sad, he is just the most wonderfully sweet...

Ok, started planning my trip for the week-end. Reservations done, car rental done. I hate taking my own car across the desert. Though I love my Jeep, the desert is just so unforgiving and to much...

Another Monday!!! I had a difficult week-end with myself. So how does one do that? Easy, just started thinking to hard, digging deep within myself looking for answers. Makes me nuts trying to self...

Friday finally!!! It has been such a long week. I have been completely enjoying my re-newed love of music. Last night was the love songs channel, my favoite,  OMG Engerbert Humperdink. That man...

Fuck!!!! I am starting to find out so much about myself that I have just forgotten about. When did I get so lost?? Fuck!!! I use to be such a crazy person. I enjoyed life everyday and always to its...

Ok, it’s another day. Things are moving right along. Had a difficult day on Monday balancing the books and closing the month out at work. There always seem to be a problem. It’s always different...

Another lazy Saturday morning. I am doing pretty good, besides the hang over I have. It's time to put the booze away. I just don't like feeling this way anymore.  An old friend of mine stopped over...

I feel so a live again. I'm alone, but that's ok, I'm getting use to it, I have my dogs. Is that sad or what? Doesn't matter, I love them, and their love is unconditional always. I use to say I don't...

Ok, so Aidan Andrew had his artificial heart valve for two days nows and is doing good. He is awake and kicking around just like a 6 month old should be doing. He still have the breathing tube and...

Aidan was rushed into emergency surgery this morning........... I am emotionally wasted. They are attempting to install a artificial heart valve. Seems his little system was starting to shut down....

Received a phone call from my daughter this morning. The doctors have put Aidan Andrew into a coma. The leaks have not improved in his little heart and are flooding his lungs. My daughter is in a...

So I am feeling a little better today. Aidan Andrew is still putting up a good fight for his life. Found myself crying again in the shower this morning, but it has been such a relief to be able to...

OMG, I am just completely drained emotionally. I didn't think anything could be any worse then when my husband passed, but at least then I was in complete shock and my body numbed me. This is sooooo...