After a messed up night of not getting any sleep and waking up early with hives, I have done very well today. I had an alarm system put in today so I feel a little safer, maybe I will be able to sleep better now. I didn't take the medication today, just didn't feel that I needed it. The only time I felt bad was when I wrote out the check to the alarm company and wrote in the date. I can't believe that my husband has been gone for almost a month. I have been on such a rollercoaster ride that I hadn't noticed time just slipping by me again.