4 Long Years
Wow havent written in soooo soooo long !! really not too much has changed , the same pain the same struggles with some new ones thrown in there ... Kate is now in college dont really know how well she is doing hasnt shown us any grades,, Theresa has had some break downs knew it wasnt good for her to watch her sister die,, and Lauren is coming along still a brat sometimes but :) My husband still struggles everyday he is not the same person and never will be , he will not ever get over this and guess I wont either I just am the one who has to try and keep everything together and somewhat working , Terry ,my hubby, went in for some minor surgery back in feb on his arthritis knee and ended up getting blood clots and still is out of work !! nothing simple in my life...still wish I had some magic power to turn the clock back and "wake " up from all of this... oh well will try and get on here to write think it helps , I really dont have anyone I can talk to that truly understands and doesnt judge!!
later:)
later:)
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I am glad that you have written and look forward to getting to know you and your daughter. We are never the same are we? As you know everyone here truly does understand and speaks this language of loss in a way that no one else could ever possibly understand. No judgments and just the most incredible companionship is what I have found. FMO has been my life line. Gentle care to you. Big hugs, Joanie
Oh Kim..think of you often. Everything you said is just like my life. Hard to believe that this many years later we can just pick up where we left off...struggling still. I don\'t get on here much either but it sure is comforting to know we can always come back and there will always be open arms for us. With much love, Dianne
I am so glad that you have come to fill us in on what has been going on. We do have to keep things moving forward as best we can...but each of our family members must find their own way as well. Take care and come whenever you can. Love and hugs...Karen