Another mon at work I almost called in I really didnt want to come in, then the kids had a 2hr delay because it is so cold outside,had to take sleeping med again last night I just cant sleep I wish I could just disapear, but no luck woke to another dreadful day to get thru. we are going to Florida on Thurs that is all but Kaitlyn she doesnt seem like she wants to be part of the family anymore I dont think she can take when I get upset and cry, so she is going on our trip that we planned over yr ago snowmobiling in Quebec,before this whole mess my brother in law is taking her, I used to love to go me and Ashley loved to ride but I dont know if I can ever go w/out her again , so the rest of us will be going to Florida to visit my brother just for a chage of scenery , I can go off on the beach and just cry by myself at least it will be warm. well I guess I had better do some work I keep telling myself just get thru the next 3 days and then I can just veg!!