1st time since back fr/Florida that I stopped at Ashleys grave,I didnt even get out of the car and I just started crying,I hate this , I still cant believe this has happened, she was such an awesome kid ,she shouldnt have gone like that ,I hurt so much and miss her so much I cant stand it! she was my pride and joy, my hopes and dreams, all gone..no mom should ever have to bury their child!.I just miss her so much.
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You are right, no mother should ever have to bury a child, but the sad thing is it happens. I know you are hurting and missing her. I am the same with my daughter. There are no words that I can say that will make the pain go away, but I am here if you need to vent, cry or just talk about her. I know you are probely tired of hearing that also, but you need to talk you cant keep it bottled up inside....Take Care Pam
Oh the pain is so intense.
Branden was my right arm and I could always count on his love. He shouldn\'t have died that way either and so young.Ashley was younger but 26 is still far to young.
My daughter went and sat at Branden\'s grave; while she was there a little boy walked over and sat in her lap. She said she rocked her son and cried.
Did you read AshleyJeansMom\'s story? We met her and our hearts went out to her also.n I believe she was 18 when the car she was in went over a 300 foot cliff.
I find sharing and caring for you and other mothers and grandmothers doesn\'t dim the pain but somehow the sharing helps.
Feeling your pain, Phyllis